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Journal Entry: Sun May 4, 2008, 10:12 AM
  • Mood: Shame
  • Listening to: Save by Plazma
  • Drinking: Tea
Have you ever felt like your the worst friend ever? yea well I feel like that right now, I badly hurt my best friend and I feel like shit for it. I really don't mean to but I just can't think straight right now. I mean I care about her more then anything else and I'm blowing my chances of making her happy...But it's just....I'm just so confused...so I'm going to come out and say everything now.


JP I care about you more then anything! I want to make you happy, I want to be there for you when you need me, but I want you to be there for me too...I wish you knew what I was thinking.....I know that I can be a bitch and I know that I don't think about your feelings alot of the times, but you need to know that I will always care about you! I will try to make you happy and I will try to be there!

but you have to come for tea with us tonight or things will stay hard and confusing Love.

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    ~Liu-Barrowin:iconLiu-Barrowin: 5 days 12 hours ago
    I AM FAMILIAR WITH YOUR EXISTANCE.

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    =omittchi:iconomittchi: May 5, 2008, 9:34:58 PM
    Thank you so much for the +watch!

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    =acciosnitch:iconacciosnitch: May 2, 2008, 8:57:17 PM
    Oh hey! It's you! Hooray for DA!

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    *ChibiXzaide:iconChibiXzaide: Apr 26, 2008, 5:39:00 PM
    ^_^ Thanks for the watch!

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    ~Hativsskoll:iconHativsskoll: Apr 25, 2008, 10:02:45 PM
    gimme my death!

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    ~SilkTheChef:iconSilkTheChef: Apr 25, 2008, 11:04:34 AM
    thankee heaps for the fave~
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    ~Tzipora:iconTzipora: Apr 19, 2008, 8:29:30 PM
    Thanks for the :+fav:!

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    TziporaNoJutsu (11:38:40 PM): wuts it called? cryspace?
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    *SokPuppet:iconSokPuppet: Apr 16, 2008, 9:46:07 PM
    ^^ hey hey!
    Thanks for the Fav!!!
    *wandamagick:iconwandamagick: Apr 13, 2008, 10:43:49 AM
    Thankyou for the watch! :heart:

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    ~CPCID:iconCPCID: Apr 5, 2008, 2:44:37 AM
    This whole situation started with a ridiculous comment about you copyrighting an already copyrighted effect. In this fandom copyright wars happen everyday so of course alot of people are going to be extremely upset and possibly hurt your poor little feelings. I know your comment on her page was not needed after talking about respecting people's front pages. Like I said. You should have gone by your own thoughts on respecting peoples DA and noted her. I'm sure you knew doing what you did would bring out people with thier own opinions.

    Noone is afraid of you. Just the fanbase around you that you wouldn't have if you were not dating Redrum. Everyone has someone talking about them behind thier back and judging them before talking to them. You're not special.
    ~judas-priest:iconjudas-priest: Apr 4, 2008, 8:49:31 PM
    *hug*

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    ~ferril-sama:iconferril-sama: Apr 4, 2008, 8:44:06 PM
    Your welcome. I like what I do

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    *The-Kitsune:iconThe-Kitsune: Apr 4, 2008, 7:42:44 PM
    Speaking words with malice and with little concern for someone's feelings is an attempt to tear them down. It's easy for someone who is not the target of hate to dismiss it. That's why racism has stuck around for so long. Do you think this doesn't hurt me? Am I that transparent to you all? If you all wanted to hurt me, you can all hold your head high with pride.

    And It's good to know so many people are talking behind my back. ^_^ Good to know that people are afraid of me for no reason. Ask my friends to see if I'm that unapproachable. Thanks for judging me without taking the time to know me.
    *RedrumWolf:iconRedrumWolf: Apr 4, 2008, 7:39:13 PM
    The truth? Claiming I wanna BE huskie?
    oh my.. I can NOT remember myself wanting to be her o.-
    how true is that then?

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    *The-Kitsune:iconThe-Kitsune: Apr 4, 2008, 7:35:03 PM
    I don't care about originality or my character. I care about manners, and your stark lack of them.
    ~ferril-sama:iconferril-sama: Apr 4, 2008, 2:54:08 PM
    Heh heh Why would I hide this! I love letting others hear me speak. because you see you made yourself look like a fool by posting on my front page. You see the whole smokey eyes thing is more of a look from a moving object with glow which alot of people use. so it aint that original.

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    ~CPCID:iconCPCID: Apr 4, 2008, 12:31:32 PM
    She's not tearing anyone down. Yeah she may have been a bit rude but she's only speaking the truth about you and redrum. A lot of people think the same way she does, but are either too afraid to state it or just keep their opinions to themselves. If you were that concerned about not having a front page blow out maybe you should been an adult as well and noted her instead of taking the same action she did. Instead of trying to show your point it makes you look exactly like her. No I didn't note this, I don't feel the need to. But don't worry I'll be sure she doesn't hide this for your own amusement.
    *The-Kitsune:iconThe-Kitsune: Apr 4, 2008, 9:27:08 AM
    Does tearing people down make you feel better? Do you need to show hate towards other people to love yourself?

    Please, if you're going to spam people with hate, flame them with your rage, at least have some respect and not post it as a shout on their front page. We can be adults about this, and not cry and scream like little children.

    I'm sorry I had to post this here, but I think it helps my point. How long until you hide this?
    =MetalOverlord0001:iconMetalOverlord0001: Apr 1, 2008, 5:02:27 PM Mood: Llama
    It's me! And I shall watch your gallery!
    ~CelistialWolf:iconCelistialWolf: Mar 25, 2008, 8:09:05 AM
    Hejjj, thanks for the watch : D

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    ~wolven-alchemist:iconwolven-alchemist: Mar 16, 2008, 7:46:00 PM
    thanks for the favs ^^ :hug:

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    *Rinian:iconRinian: Mar 6, 2008, 7:56:12 PM
    thanks for the watch :aww:
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